Cici Fact: Encouragement

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The pain that you’ve been feeling can not compare to the joy that is coming.

Romans 8:18


Cici Facts.

Just a little encouragement…

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Network problems…

 

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When I say I love Fridays its because good things always happen on Friday. This week has been a weird one. For one I didn’t have internet so I haven’t posted anything I feel like I have neglected my child. Is this how a mother feels? Today is the day I finally have uninterrupted internet. Which means,

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Any way enough whining next week is gonna be better. Fingers crossed!

Well I found this love letter to a jilted lover and thought I had to post it:

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Hehe! Have a nice weekend everyone!

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War…

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“Am at war.”
The words in my head say I am wrong,
The etchings on my heart says this is true,
I have hands holding me down,
I never break free of the binds they hold,
I whisper but scream Help! To anyone and everyone,
However,
Am unseen in a cell crafted by unbendable steel,
My cries echo in this chamber,
Coming back as smug laughter,
I struggle and whimper as the binds start cutting into me,
I feel a wetness, on my arms, legs and body,
I cannot see it but I know its blood,
Am bleeding on this floor,
This floor am trapped on,
Full of despair, disdain, and denial,
I want to blame someone for my pain,
For my self-loathing,
But the answer has always been clear,
The demon standing in my way,
That wall I can’t seem to climb,
That taunting voice I despise,
I am the War against me.

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(image: Chris Rahn)

Hump Day…

When your soul is split in two only pain will reign.

Monster…

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Monster…

I think I cracked something the other day as I tried to smile,

The weakness in me that I stored behind a wall started seeping through,

I don’t know how the world would view all that is within me,

I don’t even like to look it in the eye cause of what I see,

The monster looking back is never what you think,

It’s covered in a smile with words that bleed,

It’s dressed in vibrant colors even as it eyes darken your thoughts,

It says it’s what I deserve after everything,

It’s what I look and see every day in the mirror.

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Hump Day.

At times the monster within wins…

Cici Fact -The One

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‘Cause I’ve had my heart
Broken before
And I promised I would never let me hurt anymore
But I tore down my walls
And opened my doors
And made room for one
So, baby, I’m yours

Alessia Cara

  “I’m Yours.”


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Cici Fact

Happiness can  be attained after hurt.

Cici Fact – Love me stupid

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You hit me once

I hit you back

You gave a kick

I gave a slap

You smashed a plate

Over my head

Then I set fire to our bed

“Kiss with a fist”

Florence + The Machine


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Cici Fact

Ahh love….